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Happy Anniversary To Me

By December 2, 2009 Uncategorized
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Picture: A glorious sunset over the Coconino Plateau from the rim of the Grand Canyon, Arizona

It’s not quite as big as sobriety, but it does harken to a chemical dependancy. Two years ago this week, the boat I bought showed up in my driveway. Two years ago this week I had my very last cigarette. It was a nasty habit I’d picked up, fought, and wrestled with off andf on since I was a Junior in High School. I am so happy that the promise I made to myself has succeeded, when all other attempts to quit smoking failed.

The odd thing – during every failure, I wanted to quit, and in those times, quitting was easy. Each time I tried, I did quit, but only for a few weeks or a few months. Yet I always fell back.

This last time, I didn’t want to quit. I just made myself a promise that if I bought the boat, I’d quit. This time was worse by far than any other attempt, again because I really didn’t want to quit. Despite my anti-smoking aids, the withdrawls went on for months. Yet I never fell back. The major difference was that this time I’d found something I wanted more than cigarettes. I made a promise and thankfully, this time it stuck.

It seems the sun has finally set on my days as a smoker. Now I only have one more year to go before I can qualify for non-smoker health insurance rate.

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